Currently at Raffles City Shopping Centre with my 2 girls. 2nd last day of class yo!

Ash, the kakak kakak home reno.

Fida, the kakak in lup.

And me. Bye! :)

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I must admit. I just miss this boy.... So... Much... That it hurts 

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So recently, marks one of the important dates in my life...

It was the love of my life and my 4th year anniversary. 4 years.. Who wouldve thought we could make it this far.. Not me. I most certaintly didnt. Not because i didnt believe in this relationship, but because i never thought that id ever meet someone who was able to withstand my (very) unpredictable and crazy moodswings, my constant need to feel wanted, my nonstop naggings.. But i did. And im blesed and thankful that i did. I still remember meeting ridzwan for the first time and when i saw him i thought, 'im in love with this man already'. Ive always been a sucker for fairytales and happy endings and i guess im one of thise who elieve in love at first sight, and tht was exactly what he was. He was MY love at first sight. No matter how much we quarrel, how much we argue, how many times we both think that this is over, how many times we fail to to meet each others needs, no matter what peopla say about us and our relationship.... We'd still stick through it all through whatever. It isnt logic. It was love.

Dear Muhammad Ridzwan Yusri, its you. It has always been you.

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Neglected.

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Went to for a 3 day 2 night trip at Batam for our Teachers' Day retreat.. I must say i was quite disappointed for quite alot of things but at the end of the day, the company and colleagues i had made it a bit more bearable hehe. But i must say that although ladt year's trip was shorter, it was much more fun especially the clubbing night :))

Was so sleepy at the end of the workshop, and that explains why my handwritting was this way hahahahaha.

Da ngantok... Apa wa boleh buat... Hahahahahaha

turi beach was sssooo beautiful and magical at night! We had our dinner on top of a platform while we were all in the middke of the sea! And what made it good was our 'Bust Your Window' performance went well and we had a grp of man to sing for us as we ate our dinner. What a life.

Was really missing the boy anf it sucks cause there wasnt any reception nor wifi at the villa, except when we were at the lobby.. We decided to go for a midnight swim an it was fun cause we were teaching ng and zhang on how to swim and we got a good full view of zhangs boobs as she decided to swim braless and she was wearing white -.- pandai betul. was sooo happy when i got a text from the boy and it breaks my heart cause nt only are we far apart but also we wont be celebrating our raya like we always do :(

I enjoyed last year's celebration more though and it doesnt help that pinky was still with us too.. Together with kathleen, patrice, joanne, pauline Nd michelle :( i wanna end this post with a golden monkey that i saw at Batam. Bye!

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I do know for sure that nobodyreads this space anymore anf neither do i. Since everyone is more or less into twitter and facebook and instagram! But i thought that this space of mine held many many countless memories of a few of the greatest moments of my life so i decided to keep it still. Even promised myswlf that id at least update this space of mine like once a week. Hehe. So ive actually been feeling really lethargic and all due to work and school. I feel sad thinking abt work cause i feel like im not doing nor contributing as much as i should/could. I wanna do more than just sit in a classroom and teach. I wanna do speech and drama for children, i wanna do story telling! THAT is my forté. But i guess that this is not the right time yet, but my time will come. Class have been a dread cause of the journey to and fro from jurong to cityhall and classes from 6 to 10 is no joke :( but i thank God for the girls i have in class, they made it alooottttt better and bearable for me:)

If u guys are wondering why is it always the same picture of me abd yana all over and over and over again... Well.. Thats obviously because shes the biggest camwhore i know hahahah. So heres to us! Till june 2012!

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Theres just something about these pictures that makes my heart ache. But in a good way. I feel.. Assured about this man and this relationship because i have yet to find a man who not only loves me, but he loves my family too, and my family had always been a big part of me. It means alot to me. Thank you Muhammad Ridzwan Yusri. You are and will always be a (huge) part of me.

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Shall cry myself to sleep tonight, like i always have.
Im not the girl whom i used to be.

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